Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Me parece que me voy a deprimir. Espero que no dure mucho esta vez.

Lord

Grant that I shall never seek so much to be consoled
as to console
to be understood
as to understand
or to be loved
as to love
with all my heart
with all my heart.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

vamos a ver el viernes.


(recibi buenos comentarios de S que la fue a ver con E).

Monday, May 21, 2007

tengo como una ira asi que me viene subiendo desde ayer, onda venita en la frente, ojito descontrolado porque no se, odio cuando la gente me subestima. en realidad no solo a mi, odio la subestimacion en general. Me parece tan de mente pequeña..

Thursday, May 17, 2007

como que no se, hoy es mi cumple, en la radio me pasan la de leon russell y me encontre esto, que podria ser un regalo para mi, no?
porque este chabon es uno de mis mas queridos fantasmitas.

"Cutthroat!" It's an 8-ball variation, but it's also the opening line of Martin Scorsese's masterwork of rock n' roll propaganda The Last Waltz. It is barked by Rick Danko, festooned in flannel, hair in his eyes, cigarette at his lip, in the back room of God's rock n' roll bar. Here, stories are told about blind fiddle players, bottles are thrown from disgruntled listeners, and loaves of bread are stolen from shopkeepers in the cold Canadian winter, just enough to keep ya going 'til you get to the next down and keep a-rockin' there. He was the wise-crackin' kid of rock n' roll--he could have easily been a failure and he knew it. He looked good in scummy clothes and bounced around like a deadhead when he played bass. He sometimes looked and sounded like a duck. He was a cornerstone of rock n' roll.Rick Danko had his schtick down pat. He was an unashamed singer, knowing the only way to make his point was just to be true. He was cool and he lived the life so it worked. He sang falsetto harmonies with a daring spirit. And he sang leads ("Crazy Chester followed me and he caught me in the fog . . .") like he was just a guy next to you. Rick Danko, the thumping bottom to The Band, the creators of roots rock, country rock, civil war rock, whatever you want to call it, has died after battling a heart condition and drug addiction.I had the good fortune to see Danko at the Bottom Line in New York recently. He played "his" songs (almost all Band songs were written by Robbie Robertson--many had multiple lead vocalists) like "It Makes No Difference," "Endless Highway," "When You Awake," "Stage Fright," even Dylan's "I Shall Be Released." He played old mountain tunes and songs about Andersonville and a few new songs that sounded like old songs. He'd gotten fat, and seemed truly touched that anyone would spend over an hour just listening to him sing and play. He went to the bar after the set, and as I exited I touched him on the shoulder and said, "Thanks for comin' Rick." He spun and looked me right in the eye, grabbed my hand and said, "No, thank you, man!" And he smiled and looked right at me as if we knew each other. And of course we did. I'd studied and dreamt about his career during those long rock n' roll nights you have as a kid, reading back issues of Rolling Stone, staring at album covers. If you're ever going to fantasize about being somebody, it should be someone like Rick Danko. And he knew me . . . there've been rock audiences in his life since he was 15.Do you know the basic highlights of Danko's life? Here's the real short version. A kid in Ontario who listened to black music finds a few like-minded guys, one a little more spooky and journeyman-like who thinks he lives in the 1860s. They play in bars, some nights on fire, other nights booed. They back up Ronnie Hawkins and rowdily cross and recross North America, drinking, carousing, playing rock music in dumps, discovering the myth. Eventually word gets to Bob Dylan that they may be a good backing band for his "going electric." They play Europe, creating hard rock, classic rock, whatever you want to call it. They are hideously mocked for creating an art no one understands. They return to Woodstock, New York and hide out for a while, recording "The Basement Tapes," exploring a universe of American song and artistry. From it, the backup band, hereinafter referred to as The Band, release "Music From Big Pink." It is the heady days of trippy psychedelia and guitar solos, and The Band rejects it. This album rocks hard, but is all about harmonies, multiple vocalists, and winsome lyrics about frontiers, emotional and geographical. It is a new art form, followed up by even greater albums well on into the '70s. They play Woodstock, they tour with Dylan in '74, they record "Acadian Driftwood" on the "Northern Lights, Southern Cross" album, which makes me cry like a woman.The beauty of The Band is having five musicians who all play to their strengths. Danko's emotive harmonies, practically a constant, are a harrowing cry of true soul. He cracks just enough to let you now he means it. If Richard Manuel was the deep, blue voice of The Band, Danko was wildly crying, either through sweet harmonies or his madly cadenced leads. But don't misunderstand: the Band lays it on thick. They sometimes dressed like extras from Heaven's Gate, and the lyrics, say about sweet Molly living in French Canada, pregnant with a husband off to war, could get a little schmaltzik. But it was beautiful music, and it always rocked hard. You could never misplace a Band song. Anyone versed in rock can recognize their sound in one note, which may just be the greatest compliment to musicians

thanks Jordan Hoffman

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

give everybody a chance

olor a tostadas. no son para mi, pero me robo el olor.
mañana cumplo años. 26.
Mira que yo soy re people person eh... pero hay gente que gets on my nerves, sobre todo las que se la dan de que son las que viven y hacen, y en realidad son las que observan. Observan y critican encima, y critican mal, y la pifian tanto que casi es gracioso, y despues al final te dicen que en realidad nada que ver, que son re buena onda really..como si eso las lavara de culpa.
que me caerian mejor si se bancaran lo que son, seguro.

Monday, May 07, 2007

no sabia que existia esto.

any road

hoy le robaron a M. Bajon.
encontre en youtube la version de Just like a woman que Bob hizo en el Concert for Bangladesh. Estoy contenta.

Hace poco lei una boludez de Paulo Cohelo (demasiado simplista para mi gusto, muy saber intermedio, pero no lo critico, hay gente a la que le sirve su mensaje)
no me acuerdo exactamente como era la cosa, pero habia un maizal y un discipulo que le preguntaba a su maestro como hacia para darse cuenta de cual era el verdadero camino, entonces el maestro nota un anillo en el dedo del aprendiz, le pide verlo, lo observa y despues de un momento lo arroja al maizal.
El discpulo goes nuts y le dice que que va a hacer ahora, que ese anillo era muy importante para el, que era regalo de su padre, que ahora tendra que dejar todo lo que estaba por hacer y tirarse de rodillas a buscarlo( lo cual presumiblemente termina haciendo).
El maestro dice que asi se da cuenta uno del mejor camino; "porque es mas importante que todo lo demas."

Lo desesperante de esta situacion es que la verdad es que no se que es mas importante para mi que todo lo demas. la vida es mi maizal y creo que hay demasiados anillos, y a veces me veo tentada de dejarlos todos ahi.
O de agarrar uno, y al mes masomenos, volver a dejarlo ahi y cambiarlo por otro.

Friday, May 04, 2007

A song for you

La cancion es del viejito blanco, Leon Russell, como el la canta, es la original. Despues de Willie Nelson viene Ray Charles, miren como la transforma totalmente en otra cancion, y como Willie se queda mudo y tiene ganas de llorar.